Saturday, March 29, 2008

why leaving the country?...

Everybody is Leaving ....




yes
and what is the root cause of them all
e.g. look at the root issue on spratly

so sad
really so sad

maybe we'll continue to look deep inside our hearts
and all our leaders should definitely must revolve or evolve
if not turn like revolution deep inside like saul
but not judas who never turned back... and didn't repent
like most (if not all:) of our leaders NOW & before

yes
let's continue to reflect
let's continue to be involve
let's continue to search and find reasons to learn then pray


there's much bigger world somewhere out and inside
and this is the truth and reality that many denied...
the great devide

thanks karen for the sharing and the reflection
it's the reality
saddest of them all our gov't is so happy seeing their people exiled
for greener pastures leaving the slavery of egypt este phil.. our
new moses like abroad passing the red sea

Jesus said...
"Resurrexi, et adhuc tecum sum. Alleluia! –
I have risen, I am still with you. Alleluia!"
apply indirectly to us as well, "children of God and fellow heirs
with Christ, provided we suffer with him in order that we may also
be glorified with him" (cf. Rom 8:17).



poverty and corruption where is your sting neither victory?!??



happy easter again
he is our hope –
true hope for every human being



we'll continue to talk to him
then pentecost will come
we'll going out without fears!!!
cloth with power on high...


cause we cannot do it alone
no man is an island
that's why we have families
we have communities


thanks karen
we'll reach
the promiseland


welcome aboard:))

...este abroad








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--- In Culion_Palawan_Online@yahoogroups.com, "Karen Fami"
wrote:
>
>
>
> Hi to all,
>
> I just want to share with you the sadness I am feeling right now,
> Four of my officemates(again!),one of them is my close friend will
be
> leaving our office. Almost every month, we are hearing that our
> colleagues leave,most of them are migrating to other Countries ;
to
> US,Canada,New Zealand and Australia, some will be working
> abroad ,mostly to Dubai and other Middle East Countries.
>
> Nauubos na kami dito sa office,Rationalization Plan (RAT PLAN)will
> soon be implemented to lessen daw the government employees pero
> mukhang naunahan na sila, ngayon palang ubos na government
employees.
>
> Why? syempre, employees try their luck in greener pastures,dito
kse
> puro trabaho,kulang ang sweldo.You give your all pero madalas di
> naman na rerecognize.Di naman pwedeng ipakain sa anak Merits and
> Awards.Hay buhay,overtime here is free,pwede raw i-offset pero
> pahirapan naman at matinding paliwanagan.
>
> Kaya di ko masisi mga kasamahan ko na umalis na. I wish them good
> luck, so maybe someday sunod na rin ako.... Ano kaya?
>
> Mag iistrike na naman daw ang mga jeepney operators kse tataas na
> naman sila ng pamasahe,tataas na naman daw ang presyo ng
> tinapay,bukod pa sa patuloy na pagtaas ng karne,gasolina at LPG
ganun
> din. Hay sana naman sipin nila na itaas din ang sweldo namin.
>
>
> Sensya na po,stress lang...kung meron po kayong comment, welcome
> po...advices welcome din...violent reaction,ok din.
>
>
> Karen Fami

Monday, March 24, 2008

multo

really?!!! hahahahaha
sorry for the laughters then
and frustrations for others here
it is my expressions of living here in abroad
and it could be my joy too
as what my title said
it made me laugh.
while the philippines is suffering from the rains
of money of china instead of bullets
in ways of conquering countries like us:)

akala ko pa naman aktibista ka rin (baka naman... kuya orly ha)

galoc is operating as posted here by the news
kalayaan is being sold already to china in billions of pesos
with kickbacks and moderate greeds
'di pa operational pero billions na ang natanggap
galing sa zte srt nrt etc. (130 million DOLLARS! zte pa lang yun)
check the -the correspondents-...
'wag imbestigador bayaran yata yun
the congress stopped the law
stating kalayaan is palawan or philippines
cause if they continue we will not have anything from china
like projects mentioned above
utang na naman
at sino ang mag babayad
ang mga anak natin!!!

sorry i was sending it to my blog
unfortunately it came here too
maybe i should have send it to congress o senate o cbcp
and unfortunately someone understands what i had posted

i'm doing this for my children
and for my country
this is my intangible ways of restoring life and joys
and i owe this in my working here in middle east
cause i learned a lot
i saw many ghosts
i see many zombies in our country
or town
i discovered many things that peoples ignored
which is their very life
that is being ruined and destroyed
like a cancer.

can you imagine
pinas as the most corrupt in asia



death where is thy victory
death where is thy sting


happiest easter
to all!








sorry for the sarcasm
maybe it's just an echoooo0000000000!






or multo!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

ginisang langis ng palawan

nakakatuwa ang isang tao sa pierto
tuwang-tuwa na siya sa 3'ng milyon
na nakukuha niya sa iginisang langis ng palawan
at nakakapagawa na raw siya ng mga
kalsada at pier at school na mga multo naman.
at puro pintura ng pangngalan na lang.
at ngayon kinuha na ulit ni glorfia
ang yaman ng bansa katulad ng pagkuha niya
noon bago mag eleksiyon
ibinenta naman sa ulan ng pera
dahil baka umulan ng bala galing sa chekwa
sa halip pinaulanan sila ng pera.
nauna pa ang mga pera bago ang mga proyekto...
isang himala!
kaya nagkandarapa ang mga asong ulol
sa kagagawan nito
ngayon nagkahilohilo na tuloy ang tao
ng pinas pati na ang mga obisko at erap
di na nila alam kung alin ang dasal at rason
tuloy nagkalukoluko na ang mga kambing at tupa
na nahalo na sa mga asong ulol
at lobo na inaalalayan na lamang ang mga kasakiman...
buti na lang nandoon pa ang puta.
tuwang-tuwa na ang isang taong lobo
sa puerto at ipinamumudmud daw ang kita ng palawan
na galing
sa galoc at kalayaan...
nakakatawangnakakahiya na sa halip sanang
bilyong halaga na makakagawa nang
tamang pamahalaan sa lugar-lugar
eh tuwa na siya sa milyon na pagpapartihan ng milyong
tao. totoong nakatutuwangnakakahiya ang taong ito
sana paulanan na sila ng balang at usok ng mga angel
habang walang dugo sa mga pintuan nila
at huwag lampasan ng mga angel
upang di makatawid sa tubig ng pulang dagat






maligayang paskong muli sa lahat?!...




ps

hanggang kailan kaya ikakatwa ni pedro ang tupa?
pakinggan na lang natin ang sermon sa halamanan
habang hinuhugasan ni pilato ang kamay
at isinisigaw ng mga lobo si barabas
at hayaan na lamang ang mga manininda sa templo
ang kanikanilang ginto at negosyong nakahambalang
sa tahanan ng tatay sa tahanan ng tao



(pagpapahayag) at paglalayag
kawawanamanangpinas

Thursday, March 13, 2008

pope Benedict XVI

Exclusive: The Words that Benedict XVI Adds Spontaneously, When He Preaches to the Faithful

Textual analyses of five of his most recent Wednesday catechesis, on Saint Augustine. The words that the pope added spontaneously, beyond the written text, are underlined. They're on the themes closest to his heart

by Sandro Magister



ROMA, March 11, 2008 – Last Wednesday, Benedict XVI dedicated his weekly audience with the faithful and the pilgrims to a catechesis on Pope St. Leo the Great.

Joseph Ratzinger recalled that he was not only "at the same time both a theologian and a pastor," but was "also the first pope whose preaching has reached us today, first addressed to the people who gathered around him during the liturgies." It is a preaching that consists of "very beautiful sermons" written in "splendid and clear Latin."

And he added:

"It comes naturally to think of him also in the context of the current Wednesday general audiences, appointments that over the past two decades have become for the bishop of Rome a normal form of the encounter with the faithful and with the many visitors from every part of the world."

These words are enough to indicate how Benedict XVI recognizes in himself many traits of this great predecessor, who was a respected advocate of the primacy of Peter and of the bishops of Rome – a primacy that was "necessary then as it is today" – a sure teacher of faith in Christ as true God and true man, in a time of great Christological disputes, and an authoritative celebrant of a Christian liturgy that "is not the memory of past events, but the actualization of invisible realities at work in the life of each person."

Before turning to St. Leo the Great, Benedict XVI dedicated his Wednesday audiences to other Fathers of the Church, after dedicating a previous cycle of audiences to the Apostles and to other figures of the New Testament.

After the Easter season, the pope will dedicate catecheses to other great Patristic figures like Gregory the Great, and then, little by little, to Western and Eastern pioneers of medieval theology like Anselm, Bernard, Thomas Aquinas, Bonaventure, Gregory Palamas.

For these catecheses, Benedict XVI draws upon the help of scholars, whom he asks to prepare an outline for him. He then works on the outline, eventually asking for revisions and introducing modifications himself. The text that the pope will read to the faithful emerges from this preparatory work. But it doesn't end there. In addressing the faithful, the pope often looks up from the written text and improvises.

The final text that then appears in "L'Osservatore Romano" and is released by the Vatican press office corresponds to the one that the pope truly delivered, including the words added spontaneously.

Recognizing these additions is not difficult. All it takes is to attend the audience and watch carefully how Benedict XVI addresses those present, whether he is reading or looking up. This is at least the case for the Wednesday catecheses. It's different for the homilies. In many cases, these are entirely the personal work of the pope, sometimes delivered without the help of a written text.

In the catecheses, identifying the words added spontaneously by Benedict XVI is an exercise of great interest. It permits one, in fact, to recognize the themes closest to his heart, the ones he believes to be the most important to emphasize and communicate.

Here below are the complete texts of the five catecheses that, between January and February, Benedict XVI dedicated to Saint Augustine, the Father of the Church who has always been his beacon.

But the reader will also find something new in the texts.

He will see that many of the words are underlined. And these are the very words that the pope added spontaneously, departing from the written text. They are the words that spring directly from his mind and heart.

They are a window onto the central concerns of this pope, "theologian and pastor."


1. "He realized that God was calling him to offer people the gift of the truth..."

Wednesday, January 9, 2008


Dear brothers and sisters, after the great Christmas festivities, I would like to return to the meditations on the Fathers of the Church and speak today of the greatest Father of the Latin Church, St Augustine. This man of passion and faith, of the highest intelligence and tireless in his pastoral care, a great Saint and Doctor of the Church is often known, at least by hearsay, even by those who ignore Christianity or who are not familiar with it, because he left a very deep mark on the cultural life of the West and on the whole world. Because of his special importance St Augustine's influence was widespread. It could be said on the one hand that all the roads of Latin Christian literature led to Hippo (today Annaba, on the coast of Algeria), the place where he was Bishop from 395 to his death in 430, and, on the other, that from this city of Roman Africa, many other roads of later Christianity and of Western culture itself branched out.

A civilization has seldom encountered such a great spirit who was able to assimilate Christianity's values and exalt its intrinsic wealth, inventing ideas and forms that were to nourish the future generations, as Paul VI also stressed: "It may be said that all the thought-currents of the past meet in his works and form the source which provides the whole doctrinal tradition of succeeding ages" (Inaugural Address at the Patristic Institute of the "Augustinianum", 4 May 1970; L'Osservatore Romano English edition, 21 May 1970, p. 8). Augustine is also the Father of the Church who left the greatest number of works. Possidius, his biographer, said that it seemed impossible that one man could have written so many things in his lifetime. We shall speak of these different works at one of our meetings soon. Today, we shall focus on his life, which is easy to reconstruct from his writings, in particular the "Confessions", his extraordinary spiritual autobiography written in praise of God. This is his most famous work; and rightly so, since it is precisely Augustine's "Confessions", with their focus on interiority and psychology, that constitute a unique model in Western literature, and not only Western but even non-religious, to modern times. This attention to the spiritual life, to the mystery of the "I", to the mystery of God who is concealed in the "I", is something quite extraordinary, without precedent, and remains for ever, as it were, a spiritual "peak".

But to come back to his life: Augustine was born in Tagaste in the Roman Province of Numidia, Africa, on 13 November 354 to Patricius, a pagan who later became a catechumen, and Monica, a fervent Christian. This passionate woman, venerated as a saint, exercised an enormous influence on her son and raised him in the Christian faith. Augustine had also received the salt, a sign of acceptance in the catechumenate, and was always fascinated by the figure of Jesus Christ; indeed, he said that he had always loved Jesus but had drifted further and further away from ecclesial faith and practice, as also happens to many young people today.

Augustine also had a brother, Navigius, and a sister whose name is unknown to us and who, after being widowed subsequently became the head of a monastery for women. As a boy with a very keen intelligence, Augustine received a good education although he was not always an exemplary student. However, he learned grammar well, first in his native town and then in Madaura, and from 370, he studied rhetoric in Carthage, the capital of Roman Africa. He mastered Latin perfectly but was not quite as successful with Greek and did not learn Punic, spoken by his contemporaries. It was in Carthage itself that for the first time Augustine read the "Hortensius", a writing by Cicero later lost, an event that can be placed at the beginning of his journey towards conversion. In fact, Cicero's text awoke within him love for wisdom, as, by then a Bishop, he was to write in his "Confessions": "The book changed my feelings", to the extent that "every vain hope became empty to me, and I longed for the immortality of wisdom with an incredible ardour in my heart" (III, 4, 7).

However, since he was convinced that without Jesus the truth cannot be said effectively to have been found and since Jesus' Name was not mentioned in this book, immediately after he read it he began to read Scripture, the Bible. But it disappointed him. This was not only because the Latin style of the translation of the Sacred Scriptures was inadequate but also because to him their content itself did not seem satisfying. In the scriptural narratives of wars and other human vicissitudes, he discovered neither the loftiness of philosophy nor the splendour of the search for the truth which is part of it. Yet he did not want to live without God and thus sought a religion which corresponded to his desire for the truth and also with his desire to draw close to Jesus. Thus, he fell into the net of the Manicheans, who presented themselves as Christians and promised a totally rational religion. They said that the world was divided into two principles: good and evil. And in this way the whole complexity of human history can be explained. Their dualistic morals also pleased St Augustine, because it included a very high morality for the elect: and those like him who adhered to it could live a life better suited to the situation of the time, especially for a young man. He therefore became a Manichean, convinced at that time that he had found the synthesis between rationality and the search for the truth and love of Jesus Christ. Manicheanism also offered him a concrete advantage in life: joining the Manicheans facilitated the prospects of a career. By belonging to that religion, which included so many influential figures, he was able to continue his relationship with a woman and to advance in his career. By this woman he had a son, Adeodatus, who was very dear to him and very intelligent, who was later to be present during the preparation for Baptism near Lake Como, taking part in those "Dialogues" which St Augustine has passed down to us. The boy unfortunately died prematurely. Having been a grammar teacher since his twenties in the city of his birth, he soon returned to Carthage, where he became a brilliant and famous teacher of rhetoric. However, with time Augustine began to distance himself from the faith of the Manicheans. They disappointed him precisely from the intellectual viewpoint since they proved incapable of dispelling his doubts. He moved to Rome and then to Milan, where the imperial court resided at that time and where he obtained a prestigious post through the good offices and recommendations of the Prefect of Rome, Symmacus, a pagan hostile to St Ambrose, Bishop of Milan.

In Milan, Augustine acquired the habit of listening – at first for the purpose of enriching his rhetorical baggage – to the eloquent preaching of Bishop Ambrose, who had been a representative of the Emperor for Northern Italy. The African rhetorician was fascinated by the words of the great Milanese Prelate; and not only by his rhetoric. It was above all the content that increasingly touched Augustine's heart. The great difficulty with the Old Testament, because of its lack of rhetorical beauty and lofty philosophy was resolved in St Ambrose's preaching through his typological interpretation of the Old Testament: Augustine realized that the whole of the Old Testament was a journey toward Jesus Christ. Thus, he found the key to understanding the beauty and even the philosophical depth of the Old Testament and grasped the whole unity of the mystery of Christ in history, as well as the synthesis between philosophy, rationality and faith in the Logos, in Christ, the Eternal Word who was made flesh.

Augustine soon realized that the allegorical interpretation of Scripture and the Neo-Platonic philosophy practised by the Bishop of Milan enabled him to solve the intellectual difficulties which, when he was younger during his first approach to the biblical texts, had seemed insurmountable to him.

Thus, Augustine followed his reading of the philosophers' writings by reading Scripture anew, especially the Pauline Letters. His conversion to Christianity on 15 August 386 therefore came at the end of a long and tormented inner journey – of which we shall speak in another catechesis –, and the African moved to the countryside, north of Milan by Lake Como – with his mother Monica, his son Adeodatus and a small group of friends – to prepare himself for Baptism. So it was that at the age of 32 Augustine was baptized by Ambrose in the Cathedral of Milan on 24 April 387, during the Easter Vigil.

After his Baptism, Augustine decided to return to Africa with his friends, with the idea of living a community life of the monastic kind at the service of God. However, while awaiting their departure in Ostia, his mother fell ill unexpectedly and died shortly afterwards, breaking her son's heart. Having returned to his homeland at last, the convert settled in Hippo for the very purpose of founding a monastery. In this city on the African coast he was ordained a priest in 391, despite his reticence, and with a few companions began the monastic life which had long been in his mind, dividing his time between prayer, study and preaching. All he wanted was to be at the service of the truth. He did not feel he had a vocation to pastoral life but realized later that God was calling him to be a pastor among others and thus to offer people the gift of the truth. He was ordained a Bishop in Hippo four years later, in 395. Augustine continued to deepen his study of Scripture and of the texts of the Christian tradition and was an exemplary Bishop in his tireless pastoral commitment: he preached several times a week to his faithful, supported the poor and orphans, supervised the formation of the clergy and the organization of mens' and womens' monasteries. In short, the former rhetorician asserted himself as one of the most important exponents of Christianity of that time. He was very active in the government of his Diocese – with remarkable, even civil, implications – in the more than 35 years of his Episcopate, and the Bishop of Hippo actually exercised a vast influence in his guidance of the Catholic Church in Roman Africa and, more generally, in the Christianity of his time, coping with religious tendencies and tenacious, disruptive heresies such as Manichaeism, Donatism and Pelagianism, which endangered the Christian faith in the one God, rich in mercy.

And Augustine entrusted himself to God every day until the very end of his life: smitten by fever, while for almost three months his Hippo was being besieged by vandal invaders, the Bishop – his friend Possidius recounts in his "Vita Augustini" – asked that the penitential psalms be transcribed in large characters, "and that the sheets be attached to the wall, so that while he was bedridden during his illness he could see and read them and he shed constant hot tears" (31, 2). This is how Augustine spent the last days of his life. He died on 28 August 430, when he was not yet 76. We will devote our next encounters to his work, his message and his inner experience.



2. "I feel he is like a man of today: a friend, a contemporary..."

Wednesday, January 16, 2008


Dear brothers and sisters, today, like last Wednesday, I would like to talk about the great Bishop of Hippo, St Augustine. He chose to appoint his successor four years before he died. Thus, on 26 September 426, he gathered the people in the Basilica of Peace at Hippo to present to the faithful the one he had designated for this task. He said: "In this life we are all mortal, and the day which shall be the last of life on earth is to every man at all times uncertain; but in infancy there is hope of entering boyhood... looking forward from boyhood to youth, from youth to manhood and from manhood to old age; whether these hopes may be realized or not is uncertain, but there is in each case something which may be hoped for. But old age has no other period of this life to look forward to with expectation: in any case, how long old age may be prolonged is uncertain.... I came to this town – for such was the will of God – when I was in the prime of life. I was young then, but now I am old" (Ep 213, 1). At this point Augustine named the person he had chosen as his successor, the presbyter Heraclius. The assembly burst into an applause of approval, shouting 23 times, "To God be thanks! To Christ be praise!". With other acclamations the faithful also approved what Augustine proposed for his future: he wanted to dedicate the years that were left to him to a more intense study of Sacred Scripture (cf. Ep 213, 6).

Indeed, what followed were four years of extraordinary intellectual activity: he brought important works to conclusion, he embarked on others, equally demanding, held public debates with heretics – he was always seeking dialogue – and intervened to foster peace in the African provinces threatened by barbarian southern tribes. He wrote about this to Count Darius, who had come to Africa to settle the disagreement between Boniface and the imperial court which the tribes of Mauritania were exploiting for their incursions: "It is a higher glory still", he said in his letter, "to stay war itself with a word, than to slay men with the sword, and to procure or maintain peace by peace, not by war. For those who fight, if they are good men, doubtlessly seek peace; nevertheless, it is through blood. Your mission, however, is to prevent the shedding of blood" (Ep 229, 2). Unfortunately, the hope of pacification in the African territories was disappointed; in May 429, the Vandals, whom out of spite Boniface had invited to Africa, passed the straits of Gibraltar and streamed into Mauritania. The invasion rapidly reached the other rich African provinces. In May or June 430, "the destroyers of the Roman Empire", as Possidius described these barbarians (Vita, 30, 1), were surrounding and besieging Hippo.

Boniface had also sought refuge in the city. Having been reconciled with the court too late, he was now trying in vain to block the invaders' entry. Possidius, Augustine's biographer, describes Augustine's sorrow: "More tears than usual were his bread, night and day, and when he had reached the very end of his life, his old age caused him, more than others, grief and mourning (Vita, 28, 6). And he explains: "Indeed, that man of God saw the massacres and the destruction of the city; houses in the countryside were pulled down and the inhabitants killed by the enemy or put to flight and dispersed. Private churches belonging to priests and ministers were demolished, sacred virgins and Religious scattered on every side; some died under torture, others were killed by the sword, still others taken prisoner, losing the integrity of their soul and body and even their faith, reduced by their enemies to a long, drawn-out and painful slavery" (ibid., 28, 8).

Despite being old and weary, Augustine stood in the breach, comforting himself and others with prayer and meditation on the mysterious designs of Providence. In this regard, he spoke of the "old-age of the world" – and this Roman world was truly old –, he spoke of this old age as years earlier he had spoken to comfort the refugees from Italy when Alaric's Goths had invaded the city of Rome in 410. In old age, he said, ailments proliferate: coughs, catarrh, bleary eyes, anxiety and exhaustion. Yet, if the world grows old, Christ is perpetually young; hence, the invitation: "Do not refuse to be rejuvenated united to Christ, even in the old world. He tells you: Do not fear, your youth will be renewed like that of the eagle" (cf. Serm. 81, 8). Thus, the Christian must not lose heart, even in difficult situations, but rather he must spare no effort to help those in need. This is what the great doctor suggested in his response to Honoratus, Bishop of Tiabe, who had asked him whether a Bishop or a priest or any man of the Church with the barbarians hot on his heels could flee to save his life: "When danger is common to all, that is, for Bishops, clerics and lay people, may those who need others not be abandoned by the people whom they need. In this case, either let all depart together to safe places or let those who must remain not be deserted by those through whom, in things pertaining to the Church, their necessities must be provided for; and so let them share life in common, or share in common that which the Father of their family appoints them to suffer" (Ep 228, 2). And he concluded: "Such conduct is especially the proof of love" (ibid., 3). How can we fail to recognize in these words the heroic message that so many priests down the centuries have welcomed and made their own?

In the meantime, the city of Hippo resisted. Augustine's monastery-home had opened its doors to welcome episcopal colleagues who were asking for hospitality. Also of this number was Possidius, a former disciple of Augustine; he was able to leave us his direct testimony of those last dramatic days. "In the third month of that siege", Possidius recounts, "Augustine took to his bed with a fever: it was his last illness" (Vita, 29, 3). The holy old man made the most of that period when he was at last free to dedicate himself with greater intensity to prayer. He was in the habit of saying that no one, Bishop, Religious or layman, however irreprehensible his conduct might seem, can face death without adequate repentance. For this reason he ceaselessly repeated between his tears, the penitential psalms he had so often recited with his people (cf. ibid., 31, 2).

The worse his illness became, the more the dying Bishop felt the need for solitude and prayer: "In order that no one might disturb him in his recollection, about 10 days before leaving his body, he asked those of us present not to let anyone into his room outside the hours in which the doctors came to visit him or when his meals were brought. His desire was minutely complied with and in all that time he devoted himself to prayer" (ibid., 31, 3). He breathed his last on 28 August 430: his great heart rested at last in God.

"For the last rites of his body", Possidius informs us, "the sacrifice in which we took part was offered to God and then he was buried" (Vita, 31, 5). His body on an unknown date was translated to Sardinia, and from here, in about 725, to the Basilica of San Pietro in Ciel d'Oro in Pavia, where it still rests today. His first biographer has this final opinion of him: "He bequeathed to his Church a very numerous clergy and also monasteries of men and women full of people who had taken vows of chastity under the obedience of their superiors, as well as libraries containing his books and discourses and those of other saints, from which one learns what, through the grace of God, were his merits and greatness in the Church, where the faithful always find him alive" (Possidius, Vita, 31, 8). This is an opinion in which we can share. We too "find him alive" in his writings. When I read St Augustine's writings, I do not get the impression that he is a man who died more or less 1,600 years ago; I feel he is like a man of today: a friend, a contemporary who speaks to me, who speaks to us with his fresh and timely faith. In St Augustine who talks to us, talks to me in his writings, we see the everlasting timeliness of his faith; of the faith that comes from Christ, the Eternal Incarnate Word, Son of God and Son of Man. And we can see that this faith is not of the past although it was preached yesterday; it is still timely today, for Christ is truly yesterday, today and for ever. He is the Way, the Truth and the Life. Thus, St Augustine encourages us to entrust ourselves to this ever-living Christ and in this way find the path of life.



3. "Scrutinizing the truth to be able to find God and to believe..."

Wednesday, January 30, 2008


Dear friends, after the Week of Prayer for Christian Unity we return today to the important figure of St Augustine. In 1986, the 16th centenary of his conversion, my beloved Predecessor John Paul II dedicated a long, full document to him, the Apostolic Letter "Augustinum Hipponensem". The Pope himself chose to describe this text as "a thanksgiving to God for the gift that he has made to the Church, and through her to the whole human race". I would like to return to the topic of conversion at another Audience. It is a fundamental theme not only for Augustine's personal life but also for ours. In last Sunday's Gospel the Lord himself summed up his preaching with the word: "Repent". By following in St Augustine's footsteps, we will be able to meditate on what this conversion is: it is something definitive, decisive, but the fundamental decision must develop, be brought about throughout our life.

Today's Catechesis, however, is dedicated to the subject of faith and reason, a crucial, or better, the crucial theme for St Augustine's biography. As a child he learned the Catholic faith from Monica, his mother. But he abandoned this faith as an adolescent because he could no longer discern its reasonableness and rejected a religion that was not, to his mind, also an expression of reason, that is, of the truth. His thirst for truth was radical and therefore led him to drift away from the Catholic faith. Yet his radicalism was such that he could not be satisfied with philosophies that did not go to the truth itself, that did not go to God and to a God who was not only the ultimate cosmological hypothesis but the true God, the God who gives life and enters into our lives. Thus, Augustine's entire intellectual and spiritual development is also a valid model today in the relationship between faith and reason, a subject not only for believers but for every person who seeks the truth, a central theme for the balance and destiny of every human being. These two dimensions, faith and reason, should not be separated or placed in opposition; rather, they must always go hand in hand. As Augustine himself wrote after his conversion, faith and reason are "the two forces that lead us to knowledge" (Contra Academicos, III, 20, 43). In this regard, through the two rightly famous Augustinian formulas (cf. Sermones, 43, 9) that express this coherent synthesis of faith and reason: crede ut intelligas ("I believe in order to understand") – believing paves the way to crossing the threshold of the truth – but also, and inseparably, intellige ut credas ("I understand, the better to believe"), the believer scrutinizes the truth to be able to find God and to believe.

Augustine's two affirmations express with effective immediacy and as much corresponding depth the synthesis of this problem in which the Catholic Church sees her own journey expressed. This synthesis had been acquiring its form in history even before Christ's coming, in the encounter between the Hebrew faith and Greek thought in Hellenistic Judaism. At a later period this synthesis was taken up and developed by many Christian thinkers. The harmony between faith and reason means above all that God is not remote: he is not far from our reason and our life; he is close to every human being, close to our hearts and to our reason, if we truly set out on the journey.

Augustine felt this closeness of God to man with extraordinary intensity. God's presence in man is profound and at the same time mysterious, but he can recognize and discover it deep down inside himself. "Do not go outside", the convert says, but "return to within yourself; truth dwells in the inner man; and if you find that your nature is changeable, transcend yourself. But remember, when you transcend yourself, you are transcending a soul that reasons. Reach, therefore, to where the light of reason is lit" (De vera religione, 39, 72). It is just like what he himself stresses with a very famous statement at the beginning of the "Confessions", a spiritual biography which he wrote in praise of God: "You have made us for yourself, and our heart is restless until it rests in you" (I, 1, 1).

God's remoteness is therefore equivalent to remoteness from oneself: "But", Augustine admitted (Confessions, III, 6, 11), addressing God directly, "you were more inward than my most inward part and higher than the highest element within me", interior intimo meo et superior summo meo; so that, as he adds in another passage remembering the period before his conversion, "you were there before me, but I had departed from myself. I could not even find myself, much less you" (Confessions, V, 2, 2). Precisely because Augustine lived this intellectual and spiritual journey in the first person, he could portray it in his works with such immediacy, depth and wisdom, recognizing in two other famous passages from the "Confessions" (IV, 4, 9 and 14, 22), that man is "a great enigma" (magna quaestio) and "a great abyss" (grande profundum), an enigma and an abyss that only Christ can illuminate and save us from. This is important: a man who is distant from God is also distant from himself, alienated from himself, and can only find himself by encountering God. In this way he will come back to himself, to his true self, to his true identity.

The human being, Augustine stresses later in "De Civitate Dei" (XII, 27), is social by nature but antisocial by vice and is saved by Christ, the one Mediator between God and humanity and the "universal way of liberty and salvation", as my Predecessor John Paul II said (Augustinum Hipponensem, n. 3). Outside this way, "which has never been lacking for the human race", St Augustine says further, "no one has been set free, no one will be set free" (De Civitate Dei, X, 32, 2). As the one Mediator of salvation Christ is Head of the Church and mystically united with her to the point that Augustine could say: "We have become Christ. For, if he is the Head, we, the members; he and we together are the whole man" (In Iohannis evangelium tractatus, 21, 8).

People of God and house of God: the Church in Augustine's vision is therefore closely bound to the concept of the Body of Christ, founded on the Christological reinterpretation of the Old Testament and on the sacramental life centred on the Eucharist, in which the Lord gives us his Body and transforms us into his Body. It is then fundamental that the Church, the People of God in a Christological and not a sociological sense, be truly inserted into Christ, who, as Augustine says in a beautiful passage, "prays for us, prays in us and prays by us; he prays for us as our priest, he prays in us as our head, and he prays by us as our God: let us therefore recognize him as our voice and ourselves as his" (Enarrationes in Psalmos, 85, 1).

At the end of the Apostolic Letter "Augustinum Hipponensem", John Paul II wished to ask the Saint himself what he would have to say to the people of today and answers first of all with the words Augustine entrusted to a letter dictated shortly after his conversion: "It seems to me that the hope of finding the truth must be restored to humankind" (Epistulae, 1, 1); that truth which is Christ himself, true God, to whom is addressed one of the most beautiful prayers and most famous of the "Confessions" (X, 27, 38): "Late have I loved you, beauty so old and so new: late have I loved you. And see, you were within and I was in the external world and sought you there, and in my unlovely state I plunged into those lovely created things which you made. You were with me, and I was not with you. The lovely things kept me far from you, though if they did not have their existence in you, they had no existence at all. "You called and cried aloud and shattered my deafness. You were radiant and resplendent, you put to flight my blindness. You were fragrant, and I drew in my breath and now pant after you. I tasted you, and I feel but hunger and thirst for you. You touched me, and I am set on fire to attain the peace which is yours".

Here then, Augustine encountered God and throughout his life experienced him to the point that this reality – which is primarily his meeting with a Person, Jesus – changed his life, as it changes the lives of everyone, men and women, who in every age have the grace to encounter him. Let us pray that the Lord will grant us this grace and thereby enable us to find his peace.



4. "History is the struggle between two loves..."

Wednesday, February 20, 2008


Dear brothers and sisters, after the interruption for the Spiritual Exercises last week, today we return to the important figure of St Augustine, about whom I have repeatedly spoken at the Wednesday Catecheses. He is the Father of the Church who left us the greatest number of works and I intend to speak briefly of them today. Some of Augustine's writings were of major importance, not only for the history of Christianity but also for the formation of the whole of Western culture. The clearest example is the Confessiones, undoubtedly one of the most widely read books of Christian antiquity. Like various Fathers of the Church in the first centuries but on an incomparably larger scale, the Bishop of Hippo in fact exercised an extensive and persistent influence, as already appears from the superabundant manuscript transcriptions of his works, which are indeed extremely numerous.

He reviewed them himself in the "Retractationes" several years before he died, and shortly after his death they were correctly recorded in the "Indiculus" ("list") added by his faithful friend Possidius to his biography of St Augustine, "Vita Augustini". The list of Augustine's works was drafted with the explicit intention of keeping their memory alive while the Vandal invasion was sweeping through all of Roman Africa, and it included at least 1,030 writings numbered by their Author, with others "that cannot be numbered because he did not give them any number". Possidius, the Bishop of a neighbouring city, dictated these words in Hippo itself – where he had taken refuge and where he witnessed his friend's death –, and it is almost certain that he based his list on the catalogue of Augustine's personal library. Today, more than 300 letters of the Bishop of Hippo and almost 600 homilies are extant, but originally there were far more, perhaps even as many as between 3,000 and 4,000, the result of 40 years of preaching by the former rhetorician who had chosen to follow Jesus and no longer to speak to important figures of the imperial court, but rather, to the simple populace of Hippo.

And in recent years the discoveries of a collection of letters and several homilies have further enriched our knowledge of this great Father of the Church. "He wrote and published many books", Possidius wrote, "many sermons were delivered in church, transcribed and corrected, both to refute the various heresies and to interpret the Sacred Scriptures for the edification of the holy children of the Church. These works", his Bishop-friend emphasized, "are so numerous that a scholar would find it difficult to read them all and learn to know them" (Vita Augustini, 18, 9).

In the literary corpus of Augustine – more than 1,000 publications divided into philosophical, apologetic, doctrinal, moral, monastic, exegetic and anti-heretical writings in addition precisely to the letters and homilies – certain exceptional works of immense theological and philosophical breadth stand out. First of all, it is essential to remember the "Confessiones" mentioned above, written in 13 books between 397 and 400 in praise of God. They are a sort of autobiography in the form of a dialogue with God. This literary genre actually mirrors St Augustine's life, which was not one closed in on itself, dispersed in many things, but was lived substantially as a dialogue with God, hence, a life with others. The title "Confessiones" indicates the specific nature of this autobiography. In Christian Latin this word, "confessiones", developed from the tradition of the Psalms and has two meanings that are nevertheless interwoven. In the first place confessiones means the confession of our own faults, of the wretchedness of sin; but at the same time, confessiones also means praise of God, thanksgiving to God. Seeing our own wretchedness in the light of God becomes praise to God and thanksgiving, for God loves and accepts us, transforms us and raises us to himself. Of these "Confessiones", which met with great success during his lifetime, St Augustine wrote: "They exercised such an influence on me while I was writing them and still exercise it when I reread them. Many brothers like these works" (Retractationes, II, 6); and I can say that I am one of these "brothers". Thanks to the "Confessiones", moreover, we can follow step by step the inner journey of this extraordinary and passionate man of God. A less well-known but equally original and very important text is the "Retractationes", composed in two books in about 427 A.D., in which St Augustine, by then elderly, set down a "revision" (retractatio) of his entire opus, thereby bequeathing to us a unique and very precious literary document but also a teaching of sincerity and intellectual humility.

"De Civitate Dei" – an impressive work crucial to the development of Western political thought and the Christian theology of history – was written between 413 and 426 in 22 books. The occasion was the sack of Rome by the Goths in 410. Numerous pagans still alive and also many Christians said: Rome has fallen; the Christian God and the Apostles can now no longer protect the city. While the pagan divinities were present, Rome was the "caput mundi", the great capital, and no one could have imagined that it would fall into enemy hands. Now, with the Christian God, this great city did not seem any safer. Therefore, the God of the Christians did not protect, he could not be the God to whom to entrust oneself. St Augustine answered this objection, which also touched Christian hearts profoundly, with this impressive work, "De Civitate Dei", explaining what we should and should not expect of God, and what the relationship is between the political sphere and the sphere of faith, of the Church. This book is also today a source for defining clearly between true secularism and the Church's competence, the great true hope that the faith gives to us.

This important book presents the history of humanity governed by divine Providence but currently divided by two loves. This is the fundamental plan, its interpretation of history, which is the struggle between two loves: love of self, "to the point of indifference to God", and love of God, "to the point of indifference to the self" (De Civitate Dei XIV, 28), to full freedom from the self for others in the light of God. This, therefore, is perhaps St Augustine's greatest book and is of lasting importance. Equally important is the "De Trinitate", a work in 15 books on the central core of the Christian faith, faith in the Trinitarian God. It was written in two phases: the first 12 books between 399 and 412, published without the knowledge of Augustine, who in about 420 completed and revised the entire work. Here he reflects on the Face of God and seeks to understand this mystery of God who is unique, the one Creator of the world, of us all, and yet this one God is precisely Trinitarian, a circle of love. He seeks to understand the unfathomable mystery: the actual Trinitarian being, in three Persons, is the most real and profound unity of the one God. "De Doctrina Christiana" is instead a true and proper cultural introduction to the interpretation of the Bible and ultimately of Christianity itself, which had a crucial importance in the formation of Western culture.

Despite all his humility, Augustine must certainly have been aware of his own intellectual stature. Yet it was far more important to him to take the Christian message to the simple than to write lofty theological works. This deepest intention of his that guided his entire life appears in a letter written to his colleague Evodius, in which he informs him of his decision to suspend the dictation of the books of "De Trinitate" for the time being, "because they are too demanding and I think that few can understand them; it is therefore urgent to have more texts which we hope will be useful to many" (Epistulae 169, 1, 1). Thus, it served his purpose better to communicate the faith in a manner that all could understand rather than to write great theological works. The responsibility he felt acutely with regard to the popularization of the Christian message was later to become the origin of writings such as "De Catechizandis Rudibus", a theory and also a method of catechesis, or the "Psalmus contra Partem Donati". The Donatists were the great problem of St Augustine's Africa, a deliberately African schism. They said: true Christianity is African Christianity. They opposed Church unity. The great Bishop fought against this schism all his life, seeking to convince the Donatists that only in unity could "Africanness" also be true. And to make himself understood by the simple, who could not understand the difficult Latin of the rhetorician, he said: I must even write with grammatical errors, in a very simplified Latin. And he did so, especially in this "Psalmus", a sort of simple poem against the Donatists, in order to help all the people understand that it is only through Church unity that our relationship with God may be truly fulfilled for all and that peace may grow in the world.

The mass of homilies that he would often deliver "off the cuff", transcribed by tachygraphers during his preaching and immediately circulated, had a special importance in this production destined for a wider public. The very beautiful "Enarrationes in Psalmos", read widely in the Middle Ages, stand out among them. The practice of publishing Augustine's thousands of homilies – often without the author's control – precisely explains their dissemination and later dispersion but also their vitality. In fact, because of the author's fame, the Bishop of Hippo's sermons became very sought after texts and, adapted to ever new contexts, also served as models for other Bishops and priests.

A fresco in the Lateran that dates back to the fourth century shows that the iconographical tradition already depicted St Augustine with a book in his hand, suggesting, of course, his literary opus which had such a strong influence on the Christian mentality and Christian thought, but it also suggests his love for books and reading as well as his knowledge of the great culture of the past. At his death he left nothing, Possidius recounts, but "recommended that the library of the church with all the codes be kept carefully for future generations", especially those of his own works. In these, Possidius stresses, Augustine is "ever alive" and benefits his readers, although "I believe that those who were able to see and listen to him were able to draw greater benefit from being in touch with him when he himself was speaking in church, and especially those who experienced his daily life among the people" (Vita Augustini, 31). Yes, for us too it would have been beautiful to be able to hear him speaking. Nonetheless, he is truly alive in his writings and present in us, and so we too see the enduring vitality of the faith to which he devoted his entire life.



5. "We need permanent conversion..."

Wednesday, February 27, 2008


Dear brothers and sisters, with today's meeting I wish to conclude the presentation of the figure of St Augustine. After having dwelt on his life, works and some aspects of his thought, I would like today to return to his inner experience which made him one of Christian history's greatest converts. Last year, during my Pilgrimage to Pavia to venerate the mortal remains of this Father of the Church, I particularly dedicated my reflection to this experience of his. By doing so I wished to express to him the homage of the entire Catholic Church, but also to manifest my personal devotion and gratitude in regard to a figure to whom I feel very linked for the role he has had in my life as a theologian, priest and pastor.

Today, it is still possible to trace St Augustine's experiences, thanks above all to the "Confessions", written to praise God and which are at the origin of one of the most specific literary forms of the West, the autobiography or personal expression of one's self-knowledge. Well, anyone who encounters this extraordinary and fascinating book, still widely read today, soon realizes how Augustine's conversion was not sudden nor fully accomplished at the beginning, but which can be defined rather as a true and proper journey that remains a model for each one of us. This itinerary certainly culminated with his conversion and then with baptism, but it was not concluded in that Easter Vigil of the year 387, when the African rhetorician was baptized in Milan by Bishop Ambrose. Augustine's journey of conversion, in fact, humbly continued to the very end of his life, so much so that one can truly say that his various steps – and three can be easily distinguished – are one single great conversion.

St Augustine was a passionate seeker of truth: he was from the beginning and then throughout his life. The first step of his conversion journey was accomplished exactly in his progressive nearing to Christianity. Actually, he had received from his mother Monica, to whom he would remain strictly linked, a Christian education, and even though he lived an errant life during the years of his youth, he always felt a deep attraction to Christ, having drunk in with his mother's milk the love for the Lord's Name, as he himself emphasizes (cf. Confessions, III, 4, 8). But also philosophy, especially that of a Platonic stamp, led him even closer to Christ, revealing to him the existence of the Logos or creative reason. Philosophy books showed him the existence of reason, from which the whole world came, but they could not tell him how to reach this Logos, which seemed so distant. Only by reading St Paul's Epistles within the faith of the Catholic Church was the truth fully revealed to him. This experience was summarized by Augustine in one of the most famous passages of the "Confessions": he recounts that, in the torment of his reflections, withdrawing to a garden, he suddenly heard a child's voice chanting a rhyme never heard before: tolle, lege, tolle, lege, "pick up and read, pick up and read" (VIII, 12, 29). He then remembered the conversion of Anthony, the Father of Monasticism, and carefully returned to the Pauline codex that he had recently read, opened it, and his glance fell on the passage of the Epistle to the Romans where the Apostle exhorts to abandon the works of the flesh and to be clothed with Christ (cf. 13: 13-14). He understood that those words in that moment were addressed personally to him; they came from God through the Apostle and indicated to him what he had to do at that time. Thus, he felt the darkness of doubt clearing and he finally found himself free to give himself entirely to Christ: he described it as "your converting me to yourself" (Confessions, VIII, 12, 30). This was the first and decisive conversion.

The African rhetorician reached this fundamental step in his long journey thanks to his passion for man and for the truth, a passion that led him to seek God, the great and inaccessible One. Faith in Christ made him understand that God, apparently so distant, in reality was not that at all. He in fact made himself near to us, becoming one of us. In this sense, faith in Christ brought Augustine's long search on the journey to truth to completion. Only a God who made himself "tangible", one of us, was finally a God to whom he could pray, for whom and with whom he could live. This is the way to take with courage and at the same time with humility, open to a permanent purification which each of us always needs. But with the Easter Vigil of 387, as we have said, Augustine's journey was not finished. He returned to Africa and founded a small monastery where he retreated with a few friends to dedicate himself to the contemplative life and study. This was his life's dream. Now he was called to live totally for the truth, with the truth, in friendship with Christ who is truth: a beautiful dream that lasted three years, until he was, against his will, ordained a priest at Hippo and destined to serve the faithful, continuing, yes, to live with Christ and for Christ, but at the service of all. This was very difficult for him, but he understood from the beginning that only by living for others, and not simply for his private contemplation, could he really live with Christ and for Christ. Thus, renouncing a life solely of meditation, Augustine learned, often with difficulty, to make the fruit of his intelligence available to others. He learned to communicate his faith to simple people and thus learned to live for them in what became his hometown, tirelessly carrying out a generous and onerous activity which he describes in one of his most beautiful sermons: "To preach continuously, discuss, reiterate, edify, be at the disposal of everyone – it is an enormous responsibility, a great weight, an immense effort" (Sermon, 339, 4). But he took this weight upon himself, understanding that it was exactly in this way that he could be closer to Christ. To understand that one reaches others with simplicity and humility was his true second conversion.

But there is a last step to Augustine's journey, a third conversion, that brought him every day of his life to ask God for pardon. Initially, he thought that once he was baptized, in the life of communion with Christ, in the sacraments, in the Eucharistic celebration, he would attain the life proposed in the Sermon on the Mount: the perfection donated by Baptism and reconfirmed in the Eucharist. During the last part of his life he understood that what he had concluded at the beginning about the Sermon on the Mount – that is, now that we are Christians, we live this ideal permanently – was mistaken. Only Christ himself truly and completely accomplishes the Sermon on the Mount. We always need to be washed by Christ, who washes our feet, and be renewed by him. We need permanent conversion. Until the end we need this humility that recognizes that we are sinners journeying along, until the Lord gives us his hand definitively and introduces us into eternal life. It was in this final attitude of humility, lived day after day, that Augustine died.

This attitude of profound humility before the only Lord Jesus led him also to experience an intellectual humility. Augustine, in fact, who is one of the great figures in the history of thought, in the last years of his life wanted to submit all his numerous works to a clear, critical examination. This was the origin of the "Retractationes" (Revision), which placed his truly great theological thought within the humble and holy faith that he simply refers to by the name Catholic, that is, of the Church. He wrote in this truly original book: "I understood that only One is truly perfect, and that the words of the Sermon on the Mount are completely realized in only One – in Jesus Christ himself. The whole Church, instead – all of us, including the Apostles –, must pray everyday: Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us" (De Sermone Domini in Monte, I, 19, 1-3).

Augustine converted to Christ who is truth and love, followed him throughout his life and became a model for every human being, for all of us in search of God. This is why I wanted to ideally conclude my Pilgrimage to Pavia by consigning to the Church and to the world, before the tomb of this great lover of God, my first Encyclical entitled "Deus Caritas Est". I owe much, in fact, especially in the first part, to Augustine's thought. Even today, as in his time, humanity needs to know and above all to live this fundamental reality: God is love, and the encounter with him is the only response to the restlessness of the human heart; a heart inhabited by hope, still perhaps obscure and unconscious in many of our contemporaries but which already today opens us Christians to the future, so much so that St Paul wrote that "in this hope we were saved" (Rom 8: 24). I wished to dedicate my second Encyclical to hope, "Spe Salvi", and it is also largely indebted to Augustine and his encounter with God.

In a beautiful passage, St Augustine defines prayer as the expression of desire and affirms that God responds by moving our hearts toward him. On our part we must purify our desires and our hopes to welcome the sweetness of God (cf. In I Ioannis 4, 6). Indeed, only this opening of ourselves to others saves us. Let us pray, therefore, that we can follow the example of this great convert every day of our lives, and in every moment of our life encounter the Lord Jesus, the only One who saves us, purifies us and gives us true joy, true life.

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Benedict XVI began the cycle of Wednesday general audiences dedicated to the Fathers of the Church on March 7, 2007. Here they are, in order:

> St Clement of Rome

> St Ignatius of Antioch

> St Justin

> St Irenaeus of Lyon

> Clement of Alexandria

> Origen of Alexandria. 1

> Origen of Alexandria. 2

> Tertullian

> St Cyprian

> Eusebius of Caesarea

> St Athanasius of Alexandria

> St Cyril of Jerusalem

> St Basil. 1

> St Basil. 2

> St Gregory Nazianzus. 1

> St Gregory Nazianzus. 2

> St Gregory of Nyssa. 1

> St Gregory of Nyssa. 2

> St John Chrysostom. 1

> St John Chrysostom. 2

> St Cyril of Alexandria

> St Hilary of Poitiers

> St Eusebius of Vercelli

> St Ambrose of Milan

> St Maximus of Turin

> St Jerome. 1

> St Jerome. 2

> Aphraates the Sage

> St Ephrem

> St Chromatius of Aquileia

> St Paulinus of Nola

> St Augustine. 1

> St Augustine. 2

> St Augustine. 3

> St Augustine. 4

> St Augustine. 5

> St Leo the Great

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Before this, beginning on March 15, 2006, he dedicated a cycle of audiences to the twelve Apostles and to other disciples named in the New Testament. In order:

> Christ and the Church

> The Apostles, Witnesses of Christ'

> The Gift of "Communion"

> Safeguarding the Gift of Communion

> Communion in Time: Tradition

> The Apostolic Tradition of the Church

> The Apostolic Succession

> Peter, the Fisherman

> Peter, the Apostle

> Peter, the Rock

> Andrew, the Protoclete

> James, the Greater

> James, the Lesser

> John, Son of Zebedee

> John, the Theologian

> John, the Seer of Patmos

> Matthew

> Philip

> Thomas

> Bartholomew

> Simon the Cananaean and Jude Thaddaeus

> Judas Iscariot and Matthias

> Paul of Tarsus

> St Paul's New Outlook

> St Paul and the Spirit

> St Paul and the Church

> Timothy and Titus

> Stephen, the Protomartyr

> Barnabas, Silas, and Apollos

> Priscilla and Aquila

> Women at the Service of the Gospel

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

resident evil...

actually it's the mafia of doh
and it's happening also in education
or decs"moderate greed"?

ask their former leaders :(
and you'll know whatis poverty

....

all the treasures of palawan had been moderated by greeds since the
election of aroyo... we will just beg for the scraps of them all. then
we can define again poverties


what we will do
let's just be a lamb
silent to the end


....


resident evil



i was talking about the DOH mafias of manila not culion (.)
imbestigador is done by the resident evil of culion of no other than
the major like glorfia. it's a shame he can reveal the evils of his
own feathers and trying to decieve our peoples again... this is
enough we're being perverted again and again... what did he do to
culion? corrupting the livelihood of the people for his own power
and position so he can control the stupidity of his crony in just
one year. our doctors had offer their entire life serving our
peoples even in their limitations and mistakes or also stupidity but
they never control and corrupted or deceived the lives of our own
with their own stupidities. this is the irrational of immoderate
greeds who cannot control their deadliest sins within, that's why
being caught by the resident evils' molicules of this world...


anyway we'll just choose
silence of the lamb



and we'll reflect this lenten season
meditate barabas or pilate and even the peoples or Jesus
it's our choice


judgement day will come too
it is in our DNA


but please let's reflect more on life and truth



so what is truth?






...simply THE LAMB





prayers THIS SEASON


and conversion




this we beg...............

We're authentic now… cog

We're authentic now…
and sustaining,
....

Because we already built a "conscious community" a shared story, and consensual decision making, built upon respect for all individuals and inclusivity of difference.

We went in process of authenticity already:

We passed a Pseudo-community: Where members are chatting "nice with each other", playing-safe, and presenting what they feel is the most favourable sides of their personalities.

Then there was total Chaos: talking chatting beyond the inauthenticity of pseudo-community and feel safe enough to present our "shadow" selves. A great demand upon the facilitator for greater leadership and organization was met those stormy times, but we're not "organizations" anymore we are a community.

By that time we Empty ourselves This stage moves beyond the attempts to fix, heal and convert of the chaos stage, when all people become capable of acknowledging their own woundedness and brokenness, common to us all as human beings.

And out of this emptying comes …

Authentic community: the process of deep respect and true listening for the needs of the others. We can only described it as "success" and reflects a deep yearning in every human soul for compassionate understanding from one's fellows. "a unity of will." Which showed in our past activities and accomplishments

And we're not stagnant. We're just taking the right time to continue our small ways of helping the communities of culion.

So our aim is in our hands now an authentic and true community

Our primary focus now is the development of our members towards leadership and aim beyond doubts the - needs, strengths, goals, visions etc. for the communities amidst the complexities of our situations and life in general.


My point is we're not that stagnant.
No big deal if nobody is posting anymore
they're just busy thinking their way of life's sharings :)
We already committed ourselves and we will continue even when we feel idle.
We're just taking time. No worries .. we are sustaining…
Health awareness was an accomplishment and it'll remain in their hearts
The papers and pens and foods had long time effect in the lives of those students as long as they live. Tangay is our forefathers and we just do them some respect and homage by the bancas and funds or even educations even `binabarat sila' in our small 5th grade town way of living. so in the end it's not a waste of time. It will remain forever.. walang nagmamayabang dito just depending our own consistency.
And the beauty of it is nobody is forcing anybody here. We have our own responsible freedoms and true rational as member respecting each and everyone even at times we clash our opinions and ideas. We can't block the flows of interactive all have their fair shares. No one dictates it's just paradox of life and meets our own crossroads in a way balancing our senses and reach out for truth and goodness of all.


Time for organizing. (again)

Let's begin a serious discussion about how organizing can be integrated into…
add more strategies

- planning
- increase group sufficiency
- recruiting leaders
- connect more committed members across networks
- fusing of discipline.
- broadening time horizon. patience
- continued experiment with and evaluate effectiveness
- listen more actively in determining our true goals, objectives and investments.
- funds - strengthening funding infrastructure.
- visioning and agenda setting (we have lots of them I think)


Example is the library
What is the relevant?
How to find the funds for the shelves?
But first we need to motivate people there… why will they need a library… who will handle it? Personally for me I really want more on internet library as what the news shared by sr. josie. but we really need the local leaders on it… so what to do? :)
Maybe we'll analyze now. I heard smart has offer internet there now. so Library and e-net. But funds. We need more fund raisings . What about local gov't . maybe they can share some of their `moderate greed'… by waking them up or begging. Oopps


Grassroots...

The power of example... doing our own small special ways.

Let's trace the dynamic relationship between participation and leadership of our past activities.





So as an authentic cog maybe we really need group leaders to distribute the tasks and work it out in our own small special ways…

Main concern now……….
FINDING OUR LEADER/S (in culion)
and
FUNDS
:)

Sunday, February 3, 2008

bigger than life itself...

bigger than life itself...

Our paradoxical attitude gives rise to a deeper question:

what in fact is "life"?

And what does "eternity" really mean?
There are moments when it suddenly seems clear to us:
yes, this is what true "life" is this is what it should be like.
Besides, what we call "life" in our everyday language is not
real "life" at all. Saint Augustine, in the extended letter on
prayer which he addressed to a wealthy Roman, once wrote this:
ultimately we want only one thing "the blessed life",
the life which is simply life,
simply "happiness". In the final analysis, there is nothing else
that we ask for in prayer.
Our journey has no other goal it is about this alone.

But then Augustine also says: looking more closely,
we have no idea what we ultimately desire, what we would really
like. We do not know this reality at all; even in those moments when
we think we can reach out and touch it, it eludes us.
"We do not know what we should pray for as we ought," he says,
quoting Saint Paul (Rom 8:26). All we know is that it is not this.
Yet in not knowing, we know that this reality must exist.
"There is therefore in us a certain LEARNED IGNORANCE (docta
ignorantia), so to speak", he writes. We do not know what we would
really like; we do not know this "true life"; and yet we know that
there must be something we do not know towards which we feel driven.

I think that in this very precise and permanently valid way,
Augustine is describing man's essential situation, the situation
that gives rise to all his contradictions and hopes. In some way we
want life itself, true life, untouched even by death; yet at the
same time we do not know the thing towards which we feel driven. We
cannot stop reaching out for it, and yet we know that all we can
experience or accomplish is not what we yearn for. This
unknown "thing" is the true "hope" which drives us, and at the same
time the fact that it is unknown is the cause of all forms of
despair and also of all efforts, whether positive or destructive,
directed towards worldly authenticity and human authenticity. The
term "eternal life" is intended to give a name to this
known "unknown". Inevitably it is an inadequate term that creates
confusion. "Eternal", in fact, suggests to us the idea of something
interminable, and this frightens us; "life" makes us think of the
life that we know and love and do not want to lose,
even though very often it brings more toil than satisfaction, so
that while on the one hand we desire it, on the other hand we do not
want it. To imagine ourselves outside the temporality that imprisons
us and in some way to sense that eternity is not an unending
succession of days in the calendar, but something more like the
supreme moment of satisfaction, in which totality embraces us and we
embrace totality this we can only attempt.

It would be like plunging into the ocean of INFINITE LOVE, a moment
in which time the before and after to longer exists. We can only
attempt to grasp the idea that such a moment is life in the full
sense, a plunging ever anew into the vastness of being, in which we
are simply overwhelmed with joy. This is how Jesus expresses it in
Saint John's Gospel: "I will see you again and your hearts will
rejoice, and no one will take your joy from you" (16:22). We must
think along these lines if we want to understand the object of
Christian hope, to understand what it is that our faith, our being
with Christ, leads us to expect.

For St. Augustine this meant a totally new life. He once described
his daily life in the following terms:
"The turbulent have to be corrected, the faint-hearted cheered up,
the weak supported; the Gospel's opponents need to be refuted, its
insidious enemies guarded against; the unlearned need to be taught,
the indolent stirred up, the argumentative checked; the proud must
be put in their place, the desperate set on their feet, those
engaged in quarrels reconciled; the needy have to be helped, the
oppressed to be liberated, the good to be encouraged, the bad to be
tolerated; all must be loved"[22].
"The Gospel terrifies me"[23] introducing that healthy fear which
prevents us from living for ourselves alone and compels us to pass
on the hope we hold in common.

So now we can say: Christianity was not only "good news" the
communication of a hitherto unknown content. In our language we
would say:
the Christian message was not only "informative" but
"PERFORMATIVE".
That means: the Gospel is not merely a communication of things that
can be known it is one that makes things happen and is life-
changing. The dark door of time, of the future, has been thrown
open. The one who has hope lives differently; the one who hopes has
been granted the gift of a NEW life.


(spe salvi)


HaPPy NeW LiFe!!

happy...

(What is)
Happiness

...Inq7...

Happiness, says the Greek philosopher Aristotle,
occurs when our human capacities function well. For him, the most
distinctive of these capacities is reason,
and so happiness must be the contemplation of the results of reason.
But he wavered between equating happiness with contemplation and
seeing it as the outcome of other human functions.

The eminent American guru of Positive Psychology,
Dr. Martin E. Seligman, was the guest of Stephen Sackur on BBC's
"Hardtalk" this week,
He talked of three forms of happiness:
-Positive Emotions,
-Total Engagement, and
-Meaning and Purpose.
They are interrelated, he says, and indeed he talks of them as if they
were stages. Of these,
the easiest to achieve is the first -- cheerfulness and laughter.
The most difficult is anchoring life's meaning to a purpose that you
believe to be larger than you.
This concept of happiness is fascinating, but I think it is
culture-bound. It is still resonant of the Western accent on the
primacy of reason and the intellect.

Survey after survey has shown that Filipinos rank very high in the
happiness index. But we are not really sure what happiness consists of
for the average Filipino. I am certain that the Filipino's capacity
for happiness even in the most adverse circumstances would still be
significantly higher than the scores for the bastions of Aristotelian
contemplation, like Britain, France, or Germany.

What might this suggest about the Filipino's notion of the good life?
To me, it indicates a preference for sheer sociability -- being with
others for its own sake -- over any form of intellectual or cognitive
achievement. We often say that our notion of happiness is shallow
("mababaw ang kaligayahan natin"). So be it. I think theorists like
Seligman or self-help gurus like Rick Warren will have to show how
having a "higher" purpose in life deepens one's happiness, or why this
should be the norm for everyone.

When the Filipino says he feels happiest when he is at home with
family and friends, I think he is expressing a wisdom our ancestors
have always known. We are indeed a culture of conviviality. All our
basic values confirm this: "pakikisama," "hiya," "utang na loob," etc.
They all refer to standards prescribing smooth relations with others.
They stand in contrast to Western values like virtue, wisdom, personal
authenticity, freedom, etc.

Sociologists might explain this difference as an aspect of the
contrast between pre-modernity and modernity. They would suggest that
the direction of all societal evolution is toward the emergence of the
individual from the control of his family, clan, community or nation.
To a certain extent this is probably true. But how do we explain the
fact that many overseas Filipino workers and immigrants who have
managed to wrench themselves away from the womb of their society
nevertheless continue to be emotionally engaged in the affairs of
their primordial communities. Like turtles, they seem to have brought
their homes on their backs.

The answer, perhaps, lies in the courage, faith, assurance and, yes,
cheerfulness, that we Filipinos effortlessly draw from being in the
company of other people we know. I am sure we will find this as well
in other cultures in varying degrees, but not in the exceptional way
in which Filipinos seek out each other's company.

In the 1960s, motivational psychologists like David McClelland were
preaching the gospel of the N-Ach (need for achievement). They
measured cultures like ours and pronounced them short in N-Ach. Today,
mercifully, they have focused their attention on the
economically-advanced societies, measuring them on the happiness
index, and pronouncing them severely lacking in happiness.

The modern preoccupation with happiness is amazing. It has spawned a
whole industry in those countries that have solved the basic problems of

mass poverty
but now must contend with what Seligman calls the

"epidemic of depression."

Clearly, there is no direct relationship between wealth and happiness.
Beyond a certain level of wealth, Seligman says, more money buys less
happiness.
Happiness, just like economic growth, is a worthy goal of the state,
Seligman declares. And many governments are listening.

We Filipinos are still a long way from vanquishing the scourge of

mass poverty.

But this seems a lot easier today

than the conquest of misery itself.

We may be a failure at governance for now,
but it is a great gift that we know how to be happy.


(By Randy David)


Happy Christmas!

on death...

Death of Fr. Chambers



Faith is the substance of hope.
But then the question arises:
do we really want to live eternally?

Death, admittedly, one would wish to postpone for as long as
possible. But to live always, without endė¾²his, all things
considered, can only be monotonous and ultimately unbearable.
This is precisely the point made, for example, by Saint Ambrose,
one of the Church Fathers, in the funeral discourse for his deceased
brother Satyrus:

"Death was not part of nature;
it became part of nature.
God did not decree death from the beginning;
he prescribed it as a remedy.
Human life,
because of sin ... began to experience the burden of wretchedness in
unremitting labour and unbearable sorrow.
There had to be a LIMIT to its evils;
death had to restore what life had forfeited.
Without the assistance of GRACE, immortality is more of a burden
than a blessing"[6].
A little earlier, Ambrose had said:
"Death is, then, no cause for mourning,
for it is the cause of mankind's SALVATION"[7].




(spe salvi)




OUR prayers
and condolence
to Fr. Chambers SJ
one of the priests in culion who changed it...
living the life of JesusChrist

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Intangible treasure I - II

Intangible wealth

(inq7)


Typical Filipinos who violate traffic rules here in phil, cheat in
paying their taxes, employ legal short cuts, and patronize politicians
to be able to land a job or to secure a government contract. But once
they are in America, or in other developed countries, they obey all
laws, dutifully fall in line and enjoy the blessings of life by just
doing their work diligently. To forge ahead, they do not need to
peddle influence or polish their bosses.

World Bank Report. For the longest time, had been wondering, why does
the Filipino worker mightily succeed when he is in the United States,
but not when he is back home? Another heart warming fact: according to
our consul general in New York, Cecilia Rebong, the Filipino
professionals in the United States earn comparatively more than their
counterpart native Americans. Why? The answer may lie in a World Bank
(WB) report on the "Wealth of Nations."

The study shows that if the total wealth or "capital" of the United
States were distributed evenly, each person there would have access to
$512,612 in capital, compared to only $19,351 in the Philippines. That
is why INDUSTRIOUS and law-abiding earns more there than here.

To be sure, the WB explains that there are really three kinds of wealth:
(1) natural capital--"the sum of nonrenewable resources (including
oil, natural gas, coal and mineral resources), cropland, pastureland,
forested areas and protected areas";
(2) produced capital--"the sum of machinery, equipment, and structures
(including infrastructure)"; and,
(3) intangible capital that encompasses raw labor, human capital (the
sum of knowledge, skills and know-how of the population), social
capital (the level of trust among people in a society and their
ability to work together toward common goals) and the quality of
institutions essential to good governance, like an independent
judiciary, clear property rights, effective revenue collection,
nonpolitical military, credible elections and stable rule of law.

Worldwide,
natural capital accounts for only 5 percent of total wealth, produced
capital for 18 percent,
and intangible capital for 77 percent.
On the average, every one in the world has a total wealth of $90,000,
an amount available to those in Brazil ($87,000), Libya ($89,000) and
Croatia ($91,000).
This world average is much more than the Philippines' $19,351, broken
down into $1,549 natural, $2,673 produced and $15,129 intangible.

While natural resources help, they are not the most important wealth.
Singapore has zero natural capital but is credited with $79,011
produced capital plus $173,595 intangible capital for a total of
$252,607. Japan has only $1,513 natural (same as ours) but has
$150,258 produced plus $341,470 intangible for a total of $493,241.

Conclusion: The WB study shows that more than three-fourths of the
total wealth of the world is intangible. Further, the most significant
elements of intangible wealth are EDUCATION and the rule of law.
These two facts imply that while the natural resources and
infrastructure priorities of President Macapagal-Arroyo deserve some
attention, the much more important focus should be on our intangible
capital, LIKE THE PRIMACY OF EDUCATION, the promotion of the rule of
law, and the strengthening of our democratic institutions. These are
the truly lasting legacies.
.................
merry Christ mass
Emmanuel God-with-us






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intangible wealth part II

pork (tangible wealth)


inquirer.net


End the pork barrel practice now and free hundreds of billions of
pesos in taxpayers' money for use in top-priority national projects in

education,
health and medical care, and

poverty alleviation.

The pork barrel system has been a tremendous waste of public funds and
has not resulted in any visible improvement in public services or
infrastructure. It has only enriched many senators and congressmen.
Each senator is allocated P120 million in pork barrel funds and each
congressman, P60 million.

"pork barrel" is a derogatory term that describes government spending
that is intended to enrich constituents of a politician in return for
their political support, either in the form of a campaign contribution
or votes.

American writer William Safire said the term "pork barrel" derived
from a practice of pre-American Civil War days in which masters gave
their slaves salted pork in barrels. In 1919, an American journalist
wrote: "Oftentimes, the eagerness of the slaves would result in a rush
upon the pork barrel, in which each would strive to grab as much as
possible for himself. Members of Congress, in their rush to get their
local appropriation items � behaved so much like Negro slaves rushing
to the pork barrel."

Today we have a similar mental picture of Filipino legislators
rushing to the pork barrel like pigs to the feeding trough.
The congressmen, particularly, seem to have no satiety. They would
like to increase the outlay for 2008 so that they could get more
kickbacks from projects funded by pork barrel funds. And because
contractors have to pay a lot of kickbacks, they are forced to use
inferior materials in constructing, say, roads or buildings, and these
deteriorate just months after they are completed.

Because "pork barrel" was a derogatory term, legislators tried to call
it different names. During the term of President Fidel V. Ramos it was
called the Countrywide Development Fund. Now it is known as the
Priority Development Assistance Fund. But whether it is called CDF or
PDAF, the fact is that the pork barrel is a great waste of public
money. There was a time when the most popular pork barrel projects
were basketball courts and waiting sheds. Did these contribute to the
social and economic development of the country?

Projects funded with the pork barrel do not go through the usual
process of evaluation and are often overpriced.
The Philippine Center for Investigative Journalism in its book, "Pork
and Other Perks," cited a 1996 report of the Commission on Audit that
said that in some cases "the extent of overpricing reached more than
200 percent of the market prices and government-set costs."

go one step farther and put a stop to the pork barrel practice.



inquirer.net


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