Adios my joy of sorrow; Thanx for everything t'was more than a decade living with yo as i still can't believe that i survived in those years ;) and because of that almost all my dreams had been fulfilled (except one last click the remote control flying machine up above the sky but it seems ok since i also have the down under the sea:)
My life really changed a lot there where pains n joys, ups n down was revealed yet those were the beauty of them all. they were truly great blessing in disguises and of experiences. But one thing that really touch my whole being there is the great Encounter of the Divine... My communion with the Transcendence as the real presence of goodness or the most High and the Holy One. This for me is the most meaningful and wonderful manifestation of truth and beauty amidst the sufferings and sorrows within & without in that space and time. I witnessed a whole lot of courage and humility not to mention the stupidity n angers or impatience if not craziness.
Truly it was the contradicting joys of sorrows, success of failures or the paradox of it all ;) when i decided these out it went smoothly unexpectedly. never thought of a graceful exit but i'm not sure yet since there's still greater challenge ahead all these divine comedy, the medicine of laughter n joy ;)
thank u again. u'r embedded now not only in my soul but also in my mind or my being all of these memories. The problem is that words are not enough to express how i feel that's why we'll just make it as an abstract painting on these virtual or literal canvas ;) then this void will echo a small bang inside me to lighten up the darkness or tunnel. opening another window or door or page of ventures in order to pass through these wall of prison or this golden cage in order to complete the puzzle of true life and prove its real purpose.. Scary but that was how i started all of these beautiful adventures.. therefore this for sure is another joy - or all but another eternal presence of love!
